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My fake family are gone. My fake sister and fake brother and fake father haven't been in touch with me for years, around 5 I believe. Mental illness doesn't exist. I've long thought that, I've been anti-psychiatry for decades. My fake mother character is a psychopath. Mental illness is just a way to abuse real people and have them stay engaged by making them think that the person is 'ill' and a 'victim.' I didn't think that, I've thought she was mentally ill since I was a teenager. I felt sorry for her, I didn't believe she was a victim, she tried to tell me that my fake father was an abuser. I knew he never abused her. There both got alone well literally all the time and she was spoilt by him. My life has become a horror movie with her in it. She sabotages me at every turn - I detest her. She persuaded me to do a university degree which has given me a $25K debt, she didn't loan me money to pay a small debt giving me a bad credit rating. In years past she took me to the second best university instead of the best when they had the same entrance score. She didn't loan me money to pay off a $1,000 credit card. She made me spend a night in a jail cell because she wouldn't loan me $300 for a hotel bill. She told me to buy an apartment in London which I did thinking that she knew what she was talking about. All she has ever done is sabotage me and turn me into scum. I detest her with a passion, I hate her, everything about. She neglected me completely and accuses me of being 'mentally ill.' I've never thought that I was 'mentally ill.' I suspect my fake cousins think that I'm 'mentally ill' as they've mentioned this or that and patronise me when they talk to me. I can't stand them. I use them to look at their houses and what food they cook for occasions and for my fake cousin's child. My fake mother is a scum character - I'm not sure how to get over that I wasn't parented. She let me live with anyone, left me with an abuser when I was 18 who said I was ugly and my body was disgusting, I told her and she did nothing. She wouldn't help me. She threw a breadboard at my head for no reason when I was a teenager, and yelled at me for no reason, and said, 'oh f*** off' when I went to ask her something. She told me to be out all weekend and to be in my bedroom at 7:30pm every night. She's complete scum, I hate her, and I'm sick of her - she's a broken record. I don't understand why I was put into that fake family. Maybe it was so that I could be used, for some sort of research and to copy my reactions for media of any type. Maybe it was just to abuse me. They made me homeless, I guess that's goodbye from them too. I'm coming to terms with their death, they're no longer real to me, but of course I have rage when I think about what 'they've' done to me since I was 13. Nazi scum. I didn't have love as a child, I was fine, until I was 13. Then it was just abuse. I rarely saw my fake family between 18 and 30 - I spent six years in London and thought it was wonderful to be away from my fake mother at the time. I was thriving without her pulling me down. She always drags me down. She's abusive scum. I can't believe that she made up false allegations to the police, psychiatric people, tried to kidnap me in her car, set her psych nurse on me, supported my being sectioned, and made me homeless. I hope she got the 'natural reaction' or 'research' that she was looking for, the abusive b****. I wont' be speaking to males in masks and bodysuits again. They're utter scum. They're all abusers, they're all going to hurt me. They're a danger, each and every one of them with their ulterior motives and nasty ways. I'm not interested in being made homeless again or being hate-f***ed. Most people aren't up against a scum fake family who work against them to keep them down. made me homeless. I hope she got the 'natural reaction' or 'research' that she was looking for, the abusive b****. I wont' be speaking to males in masks and bodysuits again. They're utter scum. They're all abusers, they're all going to hurt me. They're a danger, each and every one of them with their ulterior motives and nasty ways. I'm not interested in being made homeless again or being hate-f***ed. Most people aren't up against a scum fake family who work against them to keep them down. I'll leave them in the past. They swap who plays them, and change their characters completely, my fake mother is not in any way the same character as my fake mother when I was under 13. They're completely different people. That is my fake mother, not her. That is my fake father too, not the different character he became. I don't have a clue who he is - I went to his house and I may as well have just gone to the house of any random person in the supermarket. That goes for all of them. Strangers. I see that new 'old' 80s face masks are back in music videos. It made me cry watching them this morning, it reminded me of my fake family when I was a child. My real fake family. It makes me remember them. Straight blue eyes and pale skin made an appearance in modern music videos perhaps to cover up that they went away - I haven't seen them for ages. A comfort. British, no doubt. The top songs have scum saying offensive things in the background. I'm not surprised. I won't listen. Vile. I see that there is an I-D Japan magazine which is I suspect to make British people think that Asians are 'ugly' and 'losers.' I wish that I'd never come back to this country. I've lost my looks, my youth, and now I'm 'scum.' If I go back there I'll be abused in the street like I am here. I'm filled with love for humanity when I'm not being abused in the street - I used to like everyone before I became 'scum.' I still can, but I won't talk to anyone ever again, I'm going to have to be alone. I'm not going to let males in masks and bodysuits use me anymore. I hate them. They give me nothing. Maybe they abuse me out of workplaces because I'm wrong, I'm not who they thought I was, and they can't use me for their 'research' of any type. They want someone else suitable. I don't know why I was ever employed, actually, I didn't realise that only looks mattered. Maybe it is to be bullied. I'm not sure that I'll ever be employed again now that I've become so ugly. According to street abuse I'm detested. I can't be bothered hiding that I think they're scum any more, I used to look at everyone like I liked them. I always have. I make sure to look up from the ground or my desk like I like people. Now I do hate at them when they do hate at me. They're all ugly to me, I suspect it's their nasty faces and their hideous wife-beating aura. They're extremely ugly to me, I wasn't sure why. I couldn't care less about looks, it's been a shock to find out that looks are all that matters. I'm detested. I can't be bothered hiding that I think they're scum any more, I used to look at everyone like I liked them. I always have. I make sure to look up from the ground or my desk like I like people. Now I do hate at them when they do hate at me. They're all ugly to me, I suspect it's their nasty faces and their hideous wife-beating aura. They're extremely ugly to me, I wasn't sure why. I couldn't care less about looks, it's been a shock to find out that looks are all that matters. 'Ugly' as defined by the one world government is 'immoral.' Clearly I've become 'immoral.' Working class trash. People are nothing more than disgusting racists. I'm not Mediterranean - that's all. Everyone else is in this hideous city and certainly in the West. All of the celebrity masks look Mediterranean I suppose (I actually think Asian) even though they're made up faces made up of made up 'nationalities'. I suppose I'm being abused in the street because I don't look like them. Asian males with failure to thrive in masks. I suspect that they're different types of Asians. Straight eyes, close together eyes, huge eyes, eyes that go down - different types of Asians. I have no idea what their different face shapes are like. I forgot that I saw Chris Rock's mask on a male today too. I suspect that at least some of their heads are very small in proportion to their bodies. Long torsos, short torsos - failure to thrive. I suspect that my organs might be wrong. No doubt the human anatomy is lies, and the real human anatomy is not like that. Endometriosis may be because of failure to thrive - my cervix is in the wrong position, apparently, according to the same nurse who exclaimed that I had scars on it. I see that only 'very attractive women' have severe endometriosis. 'Females,' then. God, how pathetic. All of the endometriosis propaganda has changed in the past few years, some of it is wrong, but then everything is disinformation. I may be infertile because endometriosis is abnormal. I think that I'll choose to believe that. If I wasn't I may have had my babies swapped with males in masks and bodysuits. My fake children would be turned against me and possibly even abuse me in the name of 'research' for A Current Affair segment. There 'they' would be, different versions, saying similar words. It would all be worth swapping them then - yes, I'm being sarcastic. Maybe it's all just to abuse me, my 'number' came up, and here I am - abused in the street every day and with a fake family who are dead to me because they're all males in masks and bodysuits who hate me for being ugly. My fake brother smashes people's windscreens in, apparently. I forgot to add that. He also lived in a sharehouse where one huge room was full of marijuana plants and a hydroponic set-up. He gave me sunglasses to put on and I had a look - interesting. He deals magic mushrooms. He's a 'popular boy', and he abuses ugly people, that's who they are. I was asked if I wanted to buy some heroin a few weeks ago by a male in a mask and bodysuit. I had a fake friend try to persuade me to take it, too. I watched them take it, listening to the Velvet Underground, and didn't take it. I don't know if it's addictive or not. Maybe it isn't. Maybe they just acted. Frenemies. Absolute scum. He's a 'popular boy', and he abuses ugly people, that's who they are. I was asked if I wanted to buy some heroin a few weeks ago by a male in a mask and bodysuit. I had a fake friend try to persuade me to take it, too. I watched them take it, listening to the Velvet Underground, and didn't take it. I don't know if it's addictive or not. Maybe it isn't. Maybe they just acted. Frenemies. Absolute scum.
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This was quite a while ago, but in the last 10 years.
It was presented by woman who is a british doctor (or claimed to be)
It was a television documentary series
She had a studio audience (she wore white, I think) and interviewed actors dressed up as all types of insects that had interesting sex. I remember one creature could break off it's own penis in it's mate vagina to prevent her finding another mate and another that in the event of not finding a mate it could clone it's self, in order to have incestuous sex with it's self
After she interviewed them then she would play a little video of the actual creature.
I guess the roll play thing was a gimmick to get people to watch the factual parts, but it was quite amusing.
I have done heaps of key word searches and cant find it, but on the off chance anyone else has seen it, can you give me a name or year or anything else that might help me find it??
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